Disadvantages of Being a Bi.

One of the disadvantages of being either a bi or a gay man in my country, especially if most of your friends are straight, is that you can't praise good looking dudes in public. Maybe this is only the case when your friends are straight & may not be if you have gay/bi friends but I'm at this disadvantage. It has happened many times before. Some of my friends do talk about dudes in that way when they are in the mood but they are mostly straight & I can't be open with them w/o being a bit embarrassed. All my gay friends are on net. I have met one in real life & he's a great guy but I'm living in this shitty town where things like these seem impossible. It's kinda sad & I feel this need to express my feelings with my "friends" & I can't. IDK if I'd be able to do that when I go back to KHI but it seems impossible here in this crappy town. The other day I saw a guy at a restaurant that I thought was really beautiful & handsome but the sad thing is that I couldn't say that to any of my friends as much as I wanted. I wish I could have talked about him. I wish I could have said to them, 'Hey, look at that hot guy, man.' But I didn't. I don't think they could have taken that as a normal thing. I took his pics & I could have shared them but they are not very clear & IMO it's hard to see how hot he is, from the pics.

Assassin's Creed is going the wrong way.

So I'm playing AC 4 nowadays and I gotta say it has changed so much over the years that it has forgotten to be what it was. I had loved AC1 very much & it's still is my most fav AC game. Everything in it fascinated me. The character, Altair, the story, the setting, the gameplay etc was so beautiful. And then came Ezio's adventure for 3 games. I had liked AC2 almost as much as AC1. Some people liked it more some liked it just as much as 1 but I loved the 1 more. Everything you did in AC1. i.e. eavesdropping, viewpoint synchronizing, random killings, were all related to the main missions. AC2 was way too non-linear for me. I hate it when games are so non-linear that they forget to pay more attention to the main missions. The only "too sandbox-ish" game I like is, 'The Sims' series but that is because it doesn't have any pre-made story that you need to follow in order to proceed. I also hated Ezio as a character. I loved Altair's personality. He had this bad-ass attitude in the beginning and he later becomes very down to earth and nice. I also loved to hate Al-Mualim the antagonist. I hated his accent in the PSP game as much as I love different accents. Though Ezio changed a bit in brotherhood but the game had started to get a little less interesting for me. Revelations was good too but nothing special. I loved Ezio in the intro. He looked very different. I also didn't like the way they showed Altair's story in revelations or so though it wasn't that bad maybe. Desmond's story had started to bore me too with all the 'end of the world' crap. Finally Ezio's story ended as a trilogy & we were given the new character. Unfortunately the game took so much in developing the character that it didn't have any excitement in it except for a few parts. I had thought it would be my last AC game but then I heard about the new game having pirates and later when it got released it managed to get great reviews so I thought of getting it. I'm still very early in the game (3rd sequence) & I just want to stop playing it already. Half of the game is full of boring, hard to control ship travels and battles. It doesn't even seem like an 'Assassin's Creed' game. I'm liking the story for now and the platforming is also still interesting. In fact, I had loved to do all the platforming very early in the game on the beautiful island. I wished that was more in the game, but there are many things that I'm hating. The repetitiveness, the timed missions etc. While I still want to play more and see if there's anything interesting or till I get another game, here are the things that I hate in this game. I might include them again in my review if I do a review if I complete the game:

- Sailing: Very boring and hard to control.
- Ship battles: Always hated these in AC games.
- Random side missions,
- Timed side missions (target went to pee) Side missions shouldn't be timed. why would I waste my time on other missions if they are just as hard,
- Timed main missions: Desynchronized because you couldn't reach in time blah blah boring.
- Baby sitting:  Desynchronized because your Ally died because he can't take care of himself.
- Chasing fragments, shanties etc. As if getting to these shits isn't hard. After you do find out the locations of these shits & reach them they start to run away from you. Why would I waste my time chasing them instead of paying attention to the main game?
- Too many main ship missions: Half of the game is full of ship battles that are not optional. Is this a stealth assassination game or Around the World in 80 days?

 There are two things I hate about Ubisoft. 1. They tend to include things only THEY like and fans hate (for e.g. timed missions, chasing which includes not only human beings but fragments & papers too, horse races with crappy controls & ship battles) 2. They tend to change the sequel way too much from the original. So much, that it looses it's originality & becomes something else (For e.g Assassin's Creed, Prince of Persia series, Splinter Cell, And I yet have to try out Far Cry series.)

 What they should do IMO for the next AC is to add more stealth elements & assassination moves. After all it's "Assassination" Creed & not "Pirates"Creed unless they change the title. We should be able to utilize the platforming, I loved the crypts in AC2. Give us more stealth weapons. They are actually removing throwing knives from AC, Unity I read. That would suck. It was fun throwing knives at the rooftop guards.

Anyway, I'm going to play AC4 to see if I want to continue or not. I've started Far Cry 1 on PC. It doesn't seem much stealthy for now but lets see. And here are my scores for the AC games I've played excluding the PSP one.

AC 1: 9/10
AC 2: 8.5
AC B: 8
AC R: 7.5
AC 3: 6
AC 4: ???? 

Singularity on GeForce 210

'Singularity' on GeForce 210 works smooth on my P4 HT. All off the video options are checked except for one last one I don't remember the name for. And I had changed the resolution too. So far it's a very interesting game. It's like Bioshock series. But I haven't yet gotten the TMD. I like the story too. Although the card was cheap, it lets me play cool games on P4 HT. I can run 'Reckoning' very smoothly on my P4. It didn't play 'The Witcher 2' & 'Saint's Row the Third' (or was it fourth?) very smoothly though. They were both very slow so I didn't continue.  Since 'Singularity' was released in 2010, I beleive it could play a lot of 2010 games. Since I wasn't very much into fps some years ago, I never played games like 'Far Cry', 'Crysis', 'Metro 2030' etc. But that doesn't mean I never played any. I've played some good ones. I still love 3rd person more but also play first person perspective ones. I never cared much about the perspective in adventure games though. Anyway, after I complete this, I'm going to try games like, 'Far Cry', 'Crysis', 'Metro 2033' etc. But considering 'Reckoning' was released in 2012, I believe the card could play most cool games that were released in 2012 as well? Or a few, at least. But I'm going to try some 2010 games first. Off course it could play some games of 2014 but I'm talking about the ones with full 3D graphics & all. I was also able to play Darksiders 2 on this card but I think I had to tone down the graphics a lot. I never completed that game though but it's still installed on my machine.

I also finished watching Breaking Bad. IMO season 4 was the best. The episode 8 of season 5 was a perfect ending for me. I hated everything that happened after that episode.

Grindr

So a dude on 'Scruff' told me there are more dudes from my country on 'Grindr' than on 'Scruff' (which I think is a better app than 'Hornet'). So I downloaded it & sure there are more dudes from my country there. But my country also has douchebags. Since being openly gay (I'm actually bi) is hard in this country so people rarely share their photos. But I know how everyone just assumes you would be ok if you share your pic and I do agree that it's unfair if your pic isn't on a social/dating site/app. So I uploaded this pic that doesn't clearly show my face as there are other pics that have other body parts of dudes than their face, which I think is better than some crappy art or fake photos or photos of some hot celeb.

I was in bed when I thought of ways to take a picture of mine without showing my face and this is one of those pics which I ended up uploading on Grindr. Anyway, so I get a message from a dude telling me I have big nails & I should cut them down. My intention wasn't even showing my nails. It was to cover most of my face. So I tell him I don't like keeping my nails long normally. I was just lazy and wanted to upload a pic on the app ASAP. And he keeps on being mean to me, telling me how unhealthy & a bad habit it is to keep long nails and that I should cut them down ASAP, as if I was his teenage son. I thought of looking at his pic. I saw that his pic had his face very far to the right & you could only see the tips of his nose, mustache, lips, chin, forehead etc. i.e. his face was sideways and mostly hidden. And lo and behold, he was smoking in the pic. Not that I hate smokers but how is that a better habit from keeping your nails. And like I said, I don't like keeping my nails that long & I was just lazy & in my bed and wanted to upload my pic ASAP so I didn't notice. So I tell him about his pic and his smoking and he says smoking creates a mystery. As if it justifies his comments on me. Man, this is why I hate most of the people from my country. I had put the info on the app that I don't like shy & emotional guys. And he probably, reading that said, since you don't want me to be shy I would tell you to cut your nails. No, jackass, that's not, not-being-shy. That's being mean, especially if your pic isn't that different and when I'm explaining the reason of my nails in that pic. I wish people would change their attitude in this country.
   

Shirtless Bruce Wayne

I gotta admit I loved John Layman's run on Detective Comics, especially his 'Emperor Penguin' story. The new team consists of Francis Manapul & Brian Buccellato. I don't know why they changed the writer and the artist. I actually love the artist. They both worked on 'Flash' together with the relaunch. His characters look too cute to me. I hated it when the artists had left. The 'Flash' got boring for me when this gorilla from another dimension (Grodd) fat-butted in. But as I said above, I loved John Layman's run on Detective comics & I got worried when I read the team would be changed with the issue 30. While I'm glad to see the art from Manapul, I really got bored of the story. Anyway, here are the pics of shirtless Bruce Wayne and once again Alfred gets lucky to not only see him shirtless but touch his sexy shoulder. Also, I wonder why they are back on talking about Damian. I remember an issue where they finally come to realize it's over and Damian wasn't coming back. It was either in Detective comics or most probably in 'Batman and Robin'. The writer surely didn't read that issue. If Damian is coming back, even then it should be a surprise. One can not re-worry about a character just because he was going to be re-introduced.

 

The myth of male power.

This post was going to be about shirtless pics of Bruce Wayne from Detective Comics #30, but I just saw a pic and the caption in a newspaper and was disgusted with it. So I would post those pics in the next post after this.
I was going to take a newspaper to pour my fried eggs on and I caught a glimpse of a chic in red clothes sitting in an office. Nothing wrong with it off course but I don't know how I sensed it would be related to femitards. So I read the caption and sure enough it was blaming men. It said something like "in this men's society with their absurd laws, women aren't looked at nicely when they go out to work and even than this woman is not scared and is doing a job." I wish I could have scanned & posted the pic here but I was so disgusted that I hurried to take the newspaper to the kitchen so the sooner it was in the kitchen, the sooner it would get greasy with the eggs.
Whoever the poster is, he or  she has surely been living under a rock. This is 2014. I remember back in the90s, when I was a kid, living at Karachi, many women used to go out for a job. We had female teachers, vice principals, actresses, doctors etc & no men cared about their jobs. They used to drive cars and even vans back then too and I never saw any dudes, who worked at the gas stations, to even care who the gender was. In fact, I remember once when my friends and me needed lifts, we had asked this chic in the car for one and she acted liked we were flirting with her even though we were just a bunch of young teens and she was probably in her 30s. No one really cares what your gender is when you are going out of your house. No one did in the 90s & no one does it now. What laws are these femitards talking about? In fact that's the problem with the feminists. When no one cares, they get insecure. They want men to notice it's a woman driving the car and flirt with her. And when a women doesn't get flirted, thanks to feminists, they get frustrated and take their anger out in the articles which men publish without even caring it's coming from a femitard. Thanks to femitards, men are getting less and less rights in marriage laws. Fathers don't get to see their children and feminists are still unhappy. Soon our existence would be sexist to them. Someone needs to stop this kind of feminism before it ruins everything. This kind of feminism needs to be criminalized by the governments all over the world.
 In the pic, I was talking about, a guy sitting further could be seen. And he seems busy in his work and not even looking at the red chic. But I think that is her problem. She surely wants him to check on her. Or maybe she isn't even one of the femitards and they just got the pic on the net.
 BTW, I made a short femitard comic some days ago, which I'm going to post here. It shows how when you only disagree with a feminist, all she whines about is either misogyny or rape culture.

How low can feminists fall?

Seriously, do feminazis have a limit of how low they'd fall? This was going to be a post about how feminazis are not with GLBT but this article kinda worried me, so maybe that one would be for the next time. The link below is of a page that mentions that a University for study of Men & Masculinities would be created & it would not only be run by feminazis but also would be based on "feminists theory".

http://commcgi.cc.stonybrook.edu/am2/publish/General_University_News_2/Stony_Brook_University_to_Create_Center_for_the_Study_of_Men_and_Masculinities.shtml

The psycho bitches are doing this on purpose. If people oppose this, the femtards are going to say they tried equal rights and people didn't want that so they don't need equal rights. Do these zombies even have a brain? Why would people want to study masculinity if it was not only financed and helped by feminists but also would be "according to feminist theory." "According to feminists theory" is the part that worries me. This needs to be stopped. People need to tell them & others that there should be more studies for men but not based on 'feminist theory'. After all feminists are the "people" who oppose masculinity. The sad thing is that government listens to some of these femtards just to get more votes. The sooner more people know through their shit the better the society would be. The other sad thing is that despite of being unfair, sexists and cruel, feminists are running around freely. Men are punished for the hate speech against women and women because of feminism get a free pass even if they stab their boyfriends and kill them. Because of feminazis, fathers can't see their children. I wonder why government is listening to these retards this much. You can't be that desperate just to get the votes and see the society get ruined in front of you. That would be so heartless. This is apparently only in the US & some other Western countries and not here in the east but feminists are everywhere, trying to ruin every medium. There are some feminists who say they want equality and superiority is not feminism and yet they do nothing to stop these radfemtards. It's sad to see Jane Fonda as a part of this crap. She's in my shitlist now. Last time it was Madonna showing her armpit hair. I seriously didn't expect Madonna to do that. I used to be her fan. I had bought her albums since 90s and now she does this. I have no problem with people growing armpit hairs. But to do it to show you are a feminist is pathetic. I once saw a porno where the woman had hair on her armpits and the guy didn't really care about it. This is funny because feminists hate prostitution and pornos. Well, unless they themselves act slutty, out in the public. They surely don't understand choice either. The women who don't want to listen to feminists are threatened by them. And yet government does nothing. A couple threatened a feminist and they got jailed but a feminist threatening the couple gets 'you go girl' crap. 
Funny thing is they sound like, 'keeping armpit hairs is feminist but shaving it off doesn't make you a feminist.' Feminism is a hate crime and should be dealt with. Feminists like these are hate speech people. If they are not stopped, the society will keep getting ruined.

Kingdoms of Amalur: Reckoning on GeForce 210

I've been playing this game since a few days. I still have P4 HT & Geforce 210. It wasn't that smooth at first on high setting but toning down a few settings has made it run smooth. I don't remember toning everything down & I'm lazy to check. So far it has been fun. This game is almost as much fun as the Elder Scrolls series. In fact Skyrim tends to get repetitive at times. This game hasn't gotten repetitive yet but I'm still early in the game. The combat is main beauty of the game. It's so beautiful that my hero is more of a mixed character than one in specific category. Though I mix up my character in other RPG games as well but I choose to be a rogue mainly. In Reckoning, the weapons associated with other personalities are so cool that you rarely want to be one kind. In other RPG's, when I choose to be a Rogue/Archer, I DO use a sword for close combat & rarely use magic. But in reckoning, like I said the weapons & animation are so beautiful that I don't want to give up the hammers. Hammers are so much fun. And I also use some magic though I've started using staves & other cool magic weapons (and the other magical weapons are really cool) less & less. There are a few things I wish they had added but every RPG can't be Skyrim. So, unfortunately:

* You can not have a love interest or get married. (I read you can get married in some DLC but not Skyrim style)
* There are no horses or any other rides. (The plain is vast & at times you'd want to take a ride. There are fast travels though.)
* You can not buy houses in every village/town you visit. (You can buy only ONE house, which you can upgrade like 4 or 5 times. The house has a chest that you can use to dump the stuff you don't want to sell but it has a limit of 150. The house also has a mirror where you can change your appearance.) This house can be found at 'Webwood.'
* You can not use your bow in stealth mode. (I hate this very much.) What's the point of stealth if you can not attack enemies from far while hiding. It has these daggers that you can use in stealth which can instantly kill an unaware enemy from stealth and has cool animations for different kinds of enemies.
* You can not have allies. (Kinda sucks because there are just so many cool weapons to choose from & there doesn't seem to be any quick way to access them. You can only map Primary & secondary weapons. For others, you'll have to open up your menu.)

There are so many other cool things you can do in this game. So far, I've been enjoying it very much. Let's see. I've heard it doesn't have good story or the plot doesn't move forward or so. Also, it would be cool if the game allows a controller & we can set some weapons to some quick redial. I don't remember checking my shitbox controller. Maybe I did & it didn't work. I don't remember :P