One of the disadvantages of being either a bi or a gay man in my country, especially if most of your friends are straight, is that you can't praise good looking dudes in public. Maybe this is only the case when your friends are straight & may not be if you have gay/bi friends but I'm at this disadvantage. It has happened many times before. Some of my friends do talk about dudes in that way when they are in the mood but they are mostly straight & I can't be open with them w/o being a bit embarrassed. All my gay friends are on net. I have met one in real life & he's a great guy but I'm living in this shitty town where things like these seem impossible. It's kinda sad & I feel this need to express my feelings with my "friends" & I can't. IDK if I'd be able to do that when I go back to KHI but it seems impossible here in this crappy town. The other day I saw a guy at a restaurant that I thought was really beautiful & handsome but the sad thing is that I couldn't say that to any of my friends as much as I wanted. I wish I could have talked about him. I wish I could have said to them, 'Hey, look at that hot guy, man.' But I didn't. I don't think they could have taken that as a normal thing. I took his pics & I could have shared them but they are not very clear & IMO it's hard to see how hot he is, from the pics.
