I feel bored most of the time again now that I've completed 'Dragon Age 2' I wish I hadn't uninstalled it yet. I was thinking about replaying it right after I had finished it. I don't really replay the games that much right after I finish them but this game has replaybility value. The only other game I had thought of replaying right away had been 'Shadow of the Colossus' but the ending had fucking depressed me & I hadn't played it. Hacking my PS3 is proving useless as I haven't been able to play any game after I hacked it. Sometimes it's the game that won't run, sometimes it's FileZilla. I have nothing to play at the moment. I still wanna run away since dad won't let me move out but thinkin about the stuff, I would have to carry & my cats, slows me down. I guess I'll have to send my stuff to Karachi first. That would make me more invisible when I'd runaway. I'm still worried about my cats.

I still have many DC comics [number 2's] to read & which reminds me I haven't even read Daredevil 5 yet. I read the fourth chapter of 'The Hobbit' earlier yesterday. Still not sure if I should resume it 'officially' but I guess I'll read more of it later today. I also read a little bit of 'The Outsider' by Albert Camus. It started nicely. It's a short read thankfully. I hate thick books.

I masturbated again hours ago. I mean, I don't masturbate everyday but it happens at times. I was so turned on & started to watch my fetish stuff (sorry if this offends anyone) so I really had to...

I have started liking black tea more now. I did more exercise today. Well, I mean yesterday since it's already another day now.

After break

Yea, it's been days since I posted, but I usually wanna post something 'weight-full' rather than the rambling. I had gone to a few villages & had taken a few pics but they are on my desktop so I guess I was lazy to port them here. I will add them soon. I'm making this fetish art in artrage nowadays so this is one of the reasons I haven't been able to do other stuff on my lappy. This time I've probably put more effort in artrage. I'm enjoying it more too. It has done a lot for me but still, photoshop is photoshop & I have to find a way to make pressure sensitivity work in it & to use shortcuts in tablet mode if possible. I had completed  'A Storm of Swords.' some days ago. I'm reading 'Down the Long Hills' by Louis L'amour nowadays.
While in Dragon Age 2, I'm in the last act. I'm romancing Anders as a male Hawke. The asshole did something I didn't like but I will support him. I don't want to give up on him now. I find him very attractive too. If I play this game again, I will pursue Isabella I guess. She's hot as well.
Tomorrow, I'd be going to a mela to watch live cultural wrestling called Mallah. It is similar to sumoan wrestling in Japan. If I'm able to take good snaps, I'll post them here.    

Windows 7 sucks

I downloaded 'Paint.NET' and checked to see if the pressure sensitivity works in that software but alas, it didn't. The actual culprit is 'Windows 7.' Not only does it make HP's webcam software disappear but it also makes the pressure sensitivity of the this tablet (TX 2000) useless. I'm not the only one who's complaining however. Others have mentioned the same thing at forums. Other than that, the crappy mouse/cursor options make your life a living hell even after you turn them off. It only makes it less problematic then. The funny and stupid thing is that you actually have to turn this option on to turn it off. Why would anyone want to click everywhere they hovered their cursor over. It closes so many windows and links etc.
By this time, the only software that the pressure sensitivity works with is Artrage and although that software is cool, it's not as smooth as Photoshop. The only option is to either download new drivers that may turn off other features or install XP. This is like a slap on Microsoft's face. As much as they want the users to move onto their next software that may exclude many cool things from previous softwares, the users keep reverting back because of the problems in the new softwares. Microsoft has never been my fav other than XP. They don't care shit about their customers. I hope they go bankrupt.

So I finally completed the book, 'A Storm of Swords.' It was a good book. Very thick but not worth the effort. It had it's boring moments. When I had been at early chapters, my opinion had been different. I had thought this is going to be an awesome book like the first one. But later, after reading more than half of the book, I had thought it's better than book two but still not as good as the first one. And now that I've finished it, I think it's almost as same as book two which was b/w fair and good or so. So what would I be reading next. I'm thinkin about reading 'The Last Wish', 'The Blade Itself' or 'Down The Long Hills.' I had read it a little bit and it seemed interesting. Or I can continue 'The Hobbit.' 

Comics

Not much going on, I guess. I didn't feel like posting & no one's commenting on my journal, anyway. I need to interact w/ more people. I'm still new here. Well, I had created the account in 2006 or so as I mentioned in a previous post but never used it then until recently for reasons mentioned in that post. Moving ahead in 'Dragon Age 2' & 'A Storm of Swords.' I miss trap making from previous game :( 4 chapters remain in the thickest book I've ever read, probably. Didn't like the second issue for Green Lantern :( Batman & robin was 7/10 for me. Still a few good ones remain to be read: Suicide Squad 2, Grifter 2, Ressurection Man 2...

Dragon Age 2- Anders

Played more of 'Dragon Age 2' Can't wait to meet 'Anders' for male on male action. ;) He meets us in the quest, 'Tranquility.' But I want to finish other quests in Act 1 before movin on to that one. I read we should complete all Act 1 quests before doing that one. But when I had read the walkthroughs it seemed that we are able to meet him and bring him along in other quests which is really confusing. Or maybe the Act 1 would end after 'Deep Roads Expedition' and not after 'Tranquility.'  If so, I'd meet him tonight (which would actually be earlier tomorrow). I 'got' DC's number 2's & some other comics. So far I've read Batgirl 2 and loved it. It was 8/10 for me. Haven't been reading 'A Storm of Swords.' lately on my lapee. But read it on my PSP last night after a day or two. Dany used to be one of my fav female characters but I'm starting to dislike her more :(
So why the green tea was a bad idea? Well, I made it, had it and liked it but it did something to me. It turned me into a vampire. Kidding. I started to have weaker erections, I was on the 'verge' quickly & the precum came quickly. I'm not the only one though. Before this happened to me, I had read other guys mention this on net. Quitting it however changed things back to normal for them. For me, it's been a whole day and I haven't had it and I already feel the change. Some people say it increases the sex stuff but not for me. I couldn't find these side effects anywhere on the net but that one page. I don't remember the address at the moment. But I felt 'rock hard' in the morning ;) KD decided to stay home for the third day which means I have my room to myself if I want to masturbate watching my fetish stuff but I doubt that would happen since I'm addicted to 'Dragon Age 2.' BTW I miss two things from the first game. The asshole dog, mabari (maybe not that much) & setting traps. Maybe I'll learn the latter later.

Haunted 3D (Indian)

I saw 'Haunted 3D' on Sony. I thought it was a show. First I had thought that it was a new series but when I had started watching it, I realized it's story's gonna end so maybe it's either a long play or a series w/ a new story in every epi. But a friend of mine just told me that it's a movie. I loved it so much. It was awesome. The story was beautiful & the sp effects were cool. It didn't even have those typical choreographed songs found in Indian movies. I like the actress. She's so beautiful. She has acted in another horror show about werewolves. I didn't like the guy very much but he has this sexiness and all. Awesome movie.

I had read a little bit of Jamie's chapter I'm glad his character is being developed in a nice way, so he isn't completely evil now but more like an anti-hero. The good thing about anti-heroes is, as I read or saw someone say, is that we can relate to them since he/she is not a perfect person but does both good and bad deeds like a real person. I like him more now. I had liked him in previous books because the way George R. R. Martin had described him, kinda made him sexy but I wasn't on his side as he was more evil but he's different now. Maybe he'll fill the void for Ned.  But this chapter of his was so boring. It gets boring where they mention the history from a fat book in white chambers. I love history but it gets boring in some fiction books. I'll read more of the book before I go to bed.

Dream

I saw Hugh Jackman naked in my dream. Well, bottom less....well his 'riggling' ass or so. He was lying down bottomless and there was another guy sitting up who was probably Hugh Jackman too. I was sittin with them leanin against or just sitting facing away & closer to a wall. Suddenly, I was bottomless too. But my t shirt was covering my stuff. They were talkin about the new movie and the director and the lying Jackman would occasionally roll on his right side revealing his butt that was kinda fuller & lil shaky lol. For some strange reason it was reminding me of Kashif's butt which I have never seen in real life. The sitting Jackman tried to see my dick but unfortunately for him it was covered by my t shirt. Funny weird dream.

I read 3 chapters before going to bed this time instead of two. Jon's chapter was kinda boring for me but Tyrion and Arya's chapters seemed interesting. I'm glad this Dornish Prince would be his champion. He kinda reminds me of that french dude from Assassin's Creed.

First Post

This is my first proper post on blogspot. I usually don't like big posts so I try to keep mine brief too but sometimes they tend to get longer. I had made blogger account in 2006 as the site reminds me but I never posted anything because I already have an account at livejournal. I wanted to create a blog here because I liked blogger and because I wanted to create a blog elsewhere where I could openly talk about my sexuality whenever there's need. I had a few friends added at Livejournal who are very broad minded people but I couldn't be openly bi there. However, later those friends of mine had stopped posting at LJ and I'm the only one among my friends who still posts there whenever I want. And I had started posting about 'bi-stuff' whenever there was need. But LJ has gotten shitty in years. Spammers have started commenting and all and no one comments on my blogs. Although I joined a few communities there, I wanted to find new people here since a lot of people use blogspot. Another reason I 'refreshed' my account was that my sister wanted to create a blog but she didn't know much about it. She's still new to blogs. So since she's new, I wanted to comment on her blogs & for some reason many sites including blogger don't recognize my Livejournal ID. So those were the reasons I decided to move to Blogspot finally from LJ. I'm not completely leaving LJ though :P

Other than that I'm reading new DC comics and 3 Marvel comics namely Daredevil, Moon Knight & Punisher. I've reviewed a few DC #1's on my Youtube channel. I'm also reading 'A Storm of Swords' and am on 65th or so chapter. This book got boring for me in the middle but has gotten interesting again. I loved the first book very much. The second one wasn't as good as the first one IMO. But the third one is better than the second, very lengthy though. So, I'll keep it till here for now. Have a nice time everyone who read :)

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