Disadvantages of Being a Bi.

One of the disadvantages of being either a bi or a gay man in my country, especially if most of your friends are straight, is that you can't praise good looking dudes in public. Maybe this is only the case when your friends are straight & may not be if you have gay/bi friends but I'm at this disadvantage. It has happened many times before. Some of my friends do talk about dudes in that way when they are in the mood but they are mostly straight & I can't be open with them w/o being a bit embarrassed. All my gay friends are on net. I have met one in real life & he's a great guy but I'm living in this shitty town where things like these seem impossible. It's kinda sad & I feel this need to express my feelings with my "friends" & I can't. IDK if I'd be able to do that when I go back to KHI but it seems impossible here in this crappy town. The other day I saw a guy at a restaurant that I thought was really beautiful & handsome but the sad thing is that I couldn't say that to any of my friends as much as I wanted. I wish I could have talked about him. I wish I could have said to them, 'Hey, look at that hot guy, man.' But I didn't. I don't think they could have taken that as a normal thing. I took his pics & I could have shared them but they are not very clear & IMO it's hard to see how hot he is, from the pics.

Da Vinci's Demons -

OK, I just happen(ed?) to see "Da Vince's Demons" and it was all good except for the fact that the main character (Leonardo Da Vince) is portrayed as a straight man. I really hated this. I know it's not 100 % confirmed that he was gay but they should have showed him at least as a bisexual if not gay. It's a big budget TV Show so I believe the stupid mainstream audience & the director &/or writers probably think it's unwise to make the main character gay in a big show.  The shitty thing is the only character showed as gay is shown as evil in the beginning. Even if he's not evil, he gets killed early on. Thanks to homophobic audience and pussy directors and writers, gay people are widely ignored. If they wanted to show straight sex to straight audience they could have done that with Leo's friends. Why make Leo attracted to girls only, I don't understand. Or maybe I do. I don't know if I should continue watching it.

Fish Point Sucks

Yesterday, We went to Hyd for some shopping & all. I bought a new scanner, got new RAM, since the old one  died, bought new clothes, new games & a shitbox controller for my desktop. There were more hot guys at the PC/CD shop.

We decided to have food at a hotel called 'Indus Fish Point.' This entry is mostly about the review of that shitty place. My experience there was almost shitty. Two of my friends agreed with me too. Maybe I was expecting a lot from it since we were comparing it to KFC or maybe it was shitty anyway.

First of all, it was a hot day & there was no AC in the hotel room. The toilet was ok too. The stairs felt like they could snatch and fall (I won't say at any time). There were some planks before the stairs ended.

They made us wait a lot. I don't remember waiting this much at any Hyd hotel/restaurant. Even 'Pizza Point' which is another shitty place was quicker than this. The guys with me were throwing stuff on the floor :( I hated that. I don't know whether to blame them or the management for not providing us anything which we can use for junk.

The food was good though. Not awesome but good. But I won't waste my time again in this shitty place

just to eat an everage-well tasting food. In these kinda hotels, the food is usually cheap but not here. :(

Luckily I didn't have to pay. The dude, who I have a crush on, paid the bill. Poor guy. Everything was so expensive. We could have a better experience at KFC. Almost same or a little more price but better environment. But my number one place for food at Hyd is 'Pizza Hut' off course. I got a pizza & garlic bread for me from takeaway later on.
Other than above mentioned difficulties & discomforts I hated being around Muslims. I couldn't take all that religious crap from people around me. So over all it was a very shitty experience. I'm never coming here again & I wouldn't recommend this place to anyone but at least I know what are some shitty places at Hyd. I call these mistakes as lessons learned.
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Later at Shehbaz hotel, the place we all love to relax for a cup of tea, some desi food & a place to relax or even read a book, wasn't that good an experience this time because one of our friends forgot to order the food. So instead we just had tea & had to leave early. I was really pissed at this. I usually wanna spend more of my time here because this place is perfect for relaxing after a long & tiring journey at Hyd. Other than this, I wanted to capture this cute guy on my cam but some jackass came & stood & sat in front of him. I tried my best to take his photo but couldn't take a proper one :( I'm sharing some here:

Skyrim Gay Marriage

OK, As mentioned in my profile, I'm bisexual. 90 percent of video games are based on Straight people. So whenever I get a chance to be either gay or straight I choose to be gay. In 'The Sims' however, I sometimes make my characters straight too. What I mean to say is that since in other games we HAVE to be straight, so when 10% of the games DO give us a chance to be either way, I usually become gay. The only game I remember where you could be a bisexual is Bully other than 'The Sims'. In other games you may be bi in the beginning but HAVE to choose one partner later on. Although some RPG games specially Dragon Age series give you good characters for you to marry, there are still some limitation. Skyrim wins here I guess. Not everyone is good looking in Skyrim (There are some blond girls but they are 'unmarriable') but you have tons of people to marry. And none of the dudes are exclusive to girls & vice versa unlike in Dragon Age. Anyway, so I had married this guy at the village called Rorikstead. His name is Erik that later becomes Erik the Slayer after you complete his little quest in order to marry him. He's based on a gamer who knew a lot about Oblivion. The game developers were so impressed that they gave him a tour of their office. But he died of cancer before Skyrim was released. May he Rest in Peace. Anyway, so I shot some pics of my character & his husband. This is my dude. I named him Orton (Yes, I love Randy Orton.)

 So he met his love on Rorikstead village (there were other eligible guys but in the end Erik seemed the best choice for him) Erik asked him to convince his dad to let him go on adventures so Orton did that for him.

 

 Erik was happy then, so Orton asked him about marriage & he accepted. Orton went to the church & waited for him (although I'm not a religious or a church kind of a guy but I guess some marriages work only that way unfortunately.) 

The people Orton had been doing favors for, arrived as guests.

 So finally Orton & Erik got married.

Orton asked Erik to move in with him at his house at Whiterun.

And now sometimes Orton takes him along with him to some adventures.

 And that is how Orton & Erik got together :P

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Anyway, it's funny when your follower starts using the powerful weapon or wears the better clothes you give them to carry. Erik has started wearing some Enchanted Mage Robes I gave him to carry & uses this staff that creates some frost trolls to scare off enemies. But I'll make him a better enchanted armor out of leather. I gotta mention a lot of other things but I'm runnin out of time & have to waste time on other stuff so I'll mention my levels & other things I do, on some other day, if I remember. So, this is all for tonight.:)

Comics

Not much going on, I guess. I didn't feel like posting & no one's commenting on my journal, anyway. I need to interact w/ more people. I'm still new here. Well, I had created the account in 2006 or so as I mentioned in a previous post but never used it then until recently for reasons mentioned in that post. Moving ahead in 'Dragon Age 2' & 'A Storm of Swords.' I miss trap making from previous game :( 4 chapters remain in the thickest book I've ever read, probably. Didn't like the second issue for Green Lantern :( Batman & robin was 7/10 for me. Still a few good ones remain to be read: Suicide Squad 2, Grifter 2, Ressurection Man 2...